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看太多偶像剧的坏处就是开始期望身边也有那么一个人。
烦恼的时候，也有个肩膀可以靠。

It has been weeks since I blogged.
I don't know what to write about, but I just had that sudden feeling to write.
So whatever comes to my mind, I'll just write it down.

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It's a new semester now, I'm currently in my final year, and my second last semester.
Thinking about graduation makes me nervous, I don't know whether to continue my studies or to start working.
I am not a confident person, nor an independent person, I have no idea what will life be like after graduation.
I have so much to learn and yet, so little time, as graduation is nearing and I do not want to waste my time to think about what I should do. I should start thinking about what I should do, but I don't really know. :I That's confusing.

. . .

Speaking of the new semester, it all seems interesting except business class which is until 7:30pm.
Why is until 7:30pm? How is it like for those people who have their dinners early? Everyone must be starving by the time class ends!

. . .

Sigh, I don't feel like it's the start of the new semester, I am not feeling anything except sleepiness and laziness.
and, I have so many novels to finish! So it's time for a story before bedtime later. I am actually thinking about writing something before I sleep but I don't know what to write. Maybe, I should start a diary or a journal? [ I still don't know the difference between a diary and a journal. ]

I think that writing diaries to document parts of our lives should be quite important. What if one day I am involved in an accident, and all that's left of my memories are in people's mind or written in a long forgotten blog? What if people dig through my stuff and found a dust-covered diary which contains my darkest secrets that I never dared to tell anyone about? [ I don't really have any dark secrets though. ]

I think I should start writing on paper, instead of sitting in front of the computer all day.

End of blog post, I don't know what to write anymore, till next time then.

I don't feel like doing my assignments, although finals are coming[like, really soon]
Experienced a very minor earthquake today. Everyone went paranoid.
I still feel a little dizzy. I don't know if it's because of the shakiness I felt today or the side effects of not sleeping on Monday night and sleeping for 15 hours yesterday.

Praying that I'll be able to finish everything up on time and have time to blog during semester break.

Maybe multimedia design isn't really my thing. My animations and transitions couldn't work. I feel like dying, it's week 13 already. fuck everything.

Long time since I blogged.
It's Week 12 of year 3 semester 1.
Assignment's progress are not more than 30%.
I should congratulate myself for being so slow.
I never had these kind of troubles in the previous semesters.
Never so helpless and losing a certain direction.
My art style remains the same, and my knowledge of animation principles suck.

oh rargh,
someone on DA requested me to do several infographics for him if possible, but I don't have time! A chance of freelancing, slipping away.

So, it's March. It's the 3rd month of 2012 already.
Soon, it's gonna be December.

There are so many things to worry about. Not the end of the world, but,
Assignments! Graduation Campaign! Projects & Prototypes! Deadlines!
I enjoy my life right now but still, it's friggin stressful.

. . .

It's raining these days.
The weather feels pleasant!
Time for bed :)

I wonder if there's something wrong with my brain.
I seem to have frequent headaches.
Must be the computer, or the lack of sleep, or the piles of assignments.

. . .

It's the end of week 7 and the starting of week 8, if i'm not mistaken.
I feel horrible, there seems to be a lot of work that needs to be done using Adobe Illustrator.

I feel useless, that I can't complete a simple character design.
It just looks so out of place!

I think it's week 6 or week 7 of this semester.
Nothing special happened. The usual load of assignments, the usual complaints.
I am still procrastinating, although I know I shouldn't really do that when there are group projects involved.
Oh damn, I dislike group projects!
It's not like I can avoid it anyway, because my future job will mostly be cooperating with people and stuff.
I can't be a last-minute person anymore.

That is a good thing, but yeah, bad habits stuck.

This semester is so tiring. :(
Motion graphics countdown leader is over for now, although there are still some minor enhancements to make.
Branding in New Media's progress sucks and I don't have any ideas on campaigns or taglines.
Advanced Digital Media is a pain in the ass, I am stuck on the graphics which I have no idea how to start.
Design Method 3 seems to be going fine during this moment.
3D is quite okay also, but I am not sure about future progresses.

Sigh, I want sufficient sleep :I

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College progress on college blog :
http://ashly-t.blogspot.com

Damn, my prediction was correct.
I finished The Fault In Our Stars this afternoon and yes, Augustus Waters died in the end.
It's so predictable anyway, :I

sooo, the author introduced Hazel Grace who has cancer, and oh, guess what, she'll meet a hot Augustus Waters who also has cancer, and then, in the end, Augustus Waters will DIE. I thought maybe he'll die with style in the end or something but he did not die the way I expected.

Anyway, I like the humorous part of the book.

Currently 30% through The Fault In Our Stars by John Green.
I really want to continue reading and know about the fate of Hazel and Augustus,
(I have a feeling that Augustus will die or Hazel will die, someone will definitely die in the ending.)
but I have assignments to complete, and gosh, how I hate to be kept away from reading.

I just posted an entry like a few hours ago, but I'm in the mood to write. It is one of those times that I have the sudden urge to write a very long entry. I think it's because of those books I just read. What was I thinking? Reading books when I should have start on my assignments? Well, you know, it's also one of those times when you have so much work on your hands and you just feel like sitting down, relax and have a cup of coffee while watching television. Except that I don't want to watch television and chose to read books instead.

Today has been a very hot day. The Sun must be getting closer to Earth or Earth must be getting closer to the Sun. [Oh, what is the difference between the two anyway?] I crave for Ice Cream, or Bubble Tea, or Ice Cream inside Bubble Tea. I just wish for something cold. I want to turn on the air-conditioning but I don't want to waste electricity, not that I'm the kind that saves electricity, I just want to save up some of the money needed to pay for the electricity. I'm writing whatever I can think about now.

Tomorrow is a Monday. Everyone I know hates Mondays. That's what I thought anyway. Monday, the most dreaded day of the week. Tomorrow is a holiday though, but I'm sure I'll be wasting away my time doing something useless. Probably waste it on reading novels instead of finishing up what I'm supposed to do. I have no idea on how to enhance my motion graphics assignment, it looks so dull and predictable. I am feeling a little depressed by trying hard to impress people. Sometimes, I just don't want to be ordinary, I don't want my work to be known as ordinary, I don't want people to think that I'm just like any other student. I may be wrong though, maybe I am still miles away from being a little bit more than ordinary.

Okay, what is with all of this sudden depression? I have to be satisfied with what I have already!
It's weird what the weather does to you. It makes you have weird thoughts. Tomorrow, I'll wake up feeling normal again. I hope it rains. It's hard to concentrate in hot weather. It's the biggest distraction ever.